Last updated on January 2nd, 2019 at 05:02 pm
Former BravoTV Top Chef Contestant, Andrea Beaman, offers her recipe for big dream success. Learn how she followed her life purpose calling from MTV to a holistic health coach, self-published author, natural foods chef, teacher, and television host.
In this exclusive 8WomenDream interview, we’ll explore how the world has opened up to Andrea and how she dealt with disappointment when it didn’t.
Andrea Beaman Big Dream Unfolds
Q. When did you know you wanted to work with people and their health?
A. I had no desire to do any type of teaching or cooking. Those were the furthest things from my mind. Healing my thyroid disease was the catalyst for me. That was really an eye-opener. It was like, “Holy cow! You have to teach people that there is another way.”
It wasn’t the first step on my dream journey. The first step was when my mother was diagnosed with cancer for the 2nd time. She had a radical mastectomy in the ‘80s where they took off her breast and the lymph nodes and everything else on practically half of her body. The breast cancer came back and again, did radiation, chemotherapy, and all that stuff. Then my dad read an article about macrobiotics, and we tried macrobiotics after all the chemotherapy and radiation.
I noticed something in my mother’s health and in my own health when I started eating natural foods. My skin started to change. My system and my body started to work better. I had more energy.
After my mom died, there was no way, unfortunately, that we could bring her back, but it was a huge, huge lesson for me. It was like a little seed was planted in my mind, that when I get sick, and this is America and everybody’s sick, I’m going to go to alternative medicine first, food therapy, alternative therapy, and then modern medicine last–if at all. That was my first step into my dream journey with health and healing.
Then, when I tried it on myself when I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism and I had what is known as a goiter (an abnormal enlargement of the thyroid gland) protruding on my neck. Doctors were recommending radioactive iodine and Synthroid for the rest of my life. That was when the seed that was planted long ago when my mom died, that was when that seed sprouted and started to grow. That’s when I thought, “I tried it now for me. I healed myself. Ok, I have to share this with other people.”
I had this internal drive of passion that was bubbling inside of me, “Wow, if I can heal myself, then anyone can heal themselves.”
Trust me. I was one of the most unhealthy people I know–diet soda all day long, chemicals in my food, drinking, drugging, I mean, you name it! It was just a crazy, crazy lifestyle. I started to get this inclining inside of me–“If you can do this, anyone can do it and you have to share it.”
The Big Dream Transformation
Q. I know you worked at MTV while you were training to become a health coach at the Institute for Integrative Nutrition. How long did it take for you to transform your career towards health?
A. When I was attending the Institute for Integrative Nutrition, I graduated in May. I just looked at my certificate–May 16, 1999. I didn’t quit my job at MTV until August or September of that same year. I just couldn’t leave; I was scared to death that I was going to be homeless and I’m not going to have any money. I mean this was a steady paycheck I was getting every week. I was like, “I’m not going to have money. I’m not going to be able to support myself. How could I just quit my job?”
I was so fearful.
Thank god I sat across from a total stranger at a local Starbucks coffee shop on 15th Street on Union Square in San Francisco, California.
I was sitting there with all this on my mind: “How the hell am I going to quit my job? How am I going to do this–this thing that’s calling to me to teach? Who am I to do any of this?”
This stranger looked at me and said, “What the heck is going on with you?”
And then I blurted out all of this stuff–”I can’t quit my job, but I gotta teach people!”He simply wrote down on the Starbucks napkin the words:
“I am safe in the universe and all life loves and supports me.”By a woman named Louise Hay of the famous book, Heal your Body.
He said, “Just say this to yourself any time that voice comes up and says, ‘You can’t do it!’ or ‘You’re too small!’ or ‘You’re not going to make any money!’ or ‘You’re gonna die!’”
“Just say, ‘I am safe in the universe and all life loves and supports me.’”
And I did. I said it every single day. I walked back and forth to work and anytime that little voice came up and said, “You can’t do it,” I would say it again and again and again and again, like a crazy person.
In my mind, I felt like a robot trying to squash that little voice inside me that made so much impact. The little voice that wanted to keep me down and hold me back. It wasn’t until I finally got it, like one day I realized that, oh my God, I was safe in the universe and that all life loves and supports me!
The next day I quit my job. It’s not like I quit my job and money started rolling in; that’s not reality. I quit my job knowing that I was safe in the universe and that what I needed was going to be given to me.
That’s exactly what happened, but trust me, there were months where I was scraping by on literally ZERO dollars. I’d start the month with $1,600 dollars in my bank account and I’d end the month with $1,599 in my account. I would make exactly what I had spent. It was crazy, but anytime I was worried about money, I would keep telling myself, “I am safe in the universe and all life loves and supports me.” I just kept moving forward. That was 1999 and now it’s 2011. That’s twelve years.
I was just looking over at my boyfriend and I said, “I totally love my life!” I’m self-employed. I have a job that I love. I love doing this. I just feel so blessed.
Taking a Big Risk on a Big Dream
Q. What made you audition for BravoTV’s Top Chef?
A. It’s interesting because when I started teaching my cooking classes, and I thought that I had to teach more people than the 15 people in my living room, and the way to do that is through television. I told one of my friends that I had to teach cooking classes on television about how food is healing because there is nothing on TV that’s like that and I think people would love it.
I sent in a couple of proposals to Food Network and they really kicked me to the curb. They told me that no one wants to know what food does to the body, they just want to know how to cook it. I just kept moving forward and teaching classes and writing books.
I got a random e-mail from my friend Julie out in California. She told me there was a television show looking for chefs and that she thought I should try out for it. And that little tiny voice, the one I had to squash and keep continuing to squash, it told me, “You can’t try out for a chef show, you’re not a professionally trained chef.” And my other voice said, “Absolutely! Go! Send in your resume and do what you got to do.”
I sent the show a link to my personal website and they called me the next day. They asked to come in for an interview.
On Top Chef, I never strayed from my core values or beliefs. The prize was $100,000 to make the most delicious food. When I was there, I still wanted to teach people, and I did! We’d have the judges there and I’d be teaching them about food. We’d go shopping for food and I’d tell them I couldn’t buy this food, I couldn’t serve it to people, it has chemicals in it. I can’t purchase these animal proteins, they haven’t been naturally raised.
For me, making a stink about the things I believed in when I was on season 1 of Top Chef and really adhering to my goals really brought me to “Fed Up” and “Wise Up,” my two shows. I stuck to my guns, what I believed in and what was calling to me.
I’m so grateful that I took that leap and I stepped out of my comfort zone saying, “Oh, yeah, I’ll try out for Top Chef.” Back then it wasn’t Top Chef. It was just a television show looking for everyday chefs. Nobody had any idea how big it was going to be.
Publicly Pursuing A Big Dream
Q. What was it like publically pursuing a dream?
A. It’s interesting because being a chef and teaching people and educating people was never my choice. It was not my original big dream.
I was never a child sitting at home thinking that I can’t wait to cook for people or educate people–absolutely not. It was the furthest thing from my mind, so I can’t say that this is simply a dream, but what I can say is that it is a calling.
It’s almost as if the universe is calling me in that direction and I have to follow it because this was the furthest thing from what I wanted to do with my life. To cook for people, to teach people, to educate people was not on my agenda at all. My agenda was to become a rock star, be a radio disc jockey, play rock’n’roll–those were my dreams as a child. I still can’t believe it.
Hearing the Big Dream Calling as a Life Purpose
Q. You heard the calling and that’s what you went for in your life?
A. Literally, my big dream was a calling to me to healthy living all of the time. And it started with taking care of myself to the tenth degree. It’s self-care, self-love, becoming aware, and listening. When I got into this space of listening and hearing, that’s when I heard this … and the only thing I can say is calling it a voice. It said, “You have to teach people. You have to share this knowledge. You have to show people.” I would hear it all the time and think what the hell is this voice? This is not Robert Plant!
For part two of Andrea Beaman’s interview–her biggest challenges, advice for women and what her big dreams are now, click here.
Katie Eigel
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